My fuse is short.
3 margaritas in and Every. Little. Thing pokes at that buzzing wasp's nest just itching to be bust-free. Ready to lash out at the next unsuspecting sap dumb enough to cross my path. Fully aware of how irrational my anger is but just drunk enough to no longer care. Every ding on my phone and question from my husband grates on my every nerve.
Why can't everyone just SHUT UP!! I finally explode. Unable to pretend anymore that I’m having a good time. A fight the size of Mt. Vesuvius opens up the boiling lava made of the issue that doesn’t exist anywhere but in my own head. It’s all me. My unchecked emotions vomiting all over my best friend. Poking holes in the liferaft we’ve built together because deep down I know he’ll fix them.
In the morning I feel it. Why am I like this? When did I get so angry? Something needs to change. I need to take care of myself or my marriage is going to fall apart. So I did!
I learned to listen to my feelings and soothe them without judgment. I learned to take time by myself to write and enjoy my own company. I learned to take time off work without feeling guilty or checking off my mental list of things I *should* be doing instead. I finally learned to say no to clients that grate on my every fiber and suck out my soul. And you know what happened?
I felt free! No longer balancing on that tightrope of anger and irritation Ready to lash out like a snake hiding on the side of an innocent-looking path. I became a better wife and friend. Able again to be empathetic to my husband's needs and feelings. I was more productive with my work with renewed passion fueling my drive and projects that I loved.
Life as a business owner was finally easy. But the most important lesson I learned was that sales strategy alone won't be enough. That’s why in the ✨ Diva Lab ✨ we also cover mindset. Not just in sales calls or around money. But in a usable way that will change your life and the lives of those around you!
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